Searching

Is anyone there? Hello? It's very dark down here. I'm scared. Someone help me please! Anyone? i've got to get out of here. There has to be a way out... I'm losing my mind in this darkness. There used to be a light in this darkness. Where has that gone? Searching...searching...where? I hear voices, noises, many things, but can't focus...can't interact. Heart pounding, senses on alert, but feel nothing. Why? What's been done to me? Am I even alive in here? Am I just a ghost from the past? Dose anyone hear me? See me? Does anyone care? Maybe I've finally gone somewhere no one can hurt me...finally. Maybe the darkness isn't so bad... It's comforting in a way. No one around to cause me more pain. *sigh* Sweet abyss. Heavenly darkness. Envelope me in your sweet embrace. I'll say goodbye to all that have caused this pain and hello to the numbness spreading. Let the healing, or dying, begin...
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just random thoughts of a crazed mind