Hurt Me!

Here we are again,
But this time it's slightly different.
My blood boils in my veins,
I am deep and lost under a black thick veil.
First you made yourself a hero in my eyes,
But I was blind with only one eye that sees.
You grabbed me by the hair and brought me on my knees.
Your words slash and cut like blades.
My own lies are like ropes that burn around my wrists and ankles.
Vision gets blurry,
Eyes see the world in only two dark shades.
Black and white,
White and black.
No grey at all.
You don't finish what we start,
Instead you torture and then just watch like a hawk.
Strong person turns into a shuddering mess.
Good luck then, you seem to have done your best,
In the task of ripping my heart outta my chest!
Inside I am just torn and apart,
But because no longer I have a heart,
A small voice tells how it's supposed to be.
My eyes send you disturbing signals.
Come on,
Just hurt me!