Him

Him~

Why are you still in my thoughts?
It's been such a long time sense I last saw you
I think I have even forgotten the sound of your voice
I can still feel your big brown eyes staring at me
And it's only been a year
Why do I smile when I think of you?
Why do you invade my dreams?

Do you think of me?
Do you remember me?
Do you remember my name?
I have found someone new, why are you still here?
I wish you would leave
It would be better off that way
Your smile invades my head every now and then
Why do you make me smile?
Maybe I am afraid I will forget you
You were my friend, my love
Do you remember the memories like I do?
Probably not
Thinking of you hurts in the best way
Please don't leave
Now I know why you are in my head
I miss you.
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this about my best friend and ex. He impacted my life in a big BIG way, and now he's gone. I just wanted to get these feelings out. Tell me what you think? Have you ever felt this way?