Heaven Without the Happy

You were my everything we had something
that could not be seen. But you were honest with me
which hurt the most don't get me wrong you still have the key
to my heart. i just didn't think we would ever fall apart.

You took me to the highest peak of heaven and I tripped and fell
straight though the bottom of hell. I feel so weak without you,
My recovery is slowly taking me back to earth but what is it all worth
when I have no life to live without the person I want to give my all too.

You're like a drug the euphoria lasted a while then it all blasted in my face
I'm addicted I can't have you anymore i'm in jail. Crime losing a soul mate
that broke the bounds of fate. We both kept a promise as the lawyer spoke
and asked son why have you abandoned love at last? My vision is cloudy with smoke I dragged the words across my tongue and said A promise is only words
unless it's fulfilled and I'm guilty for losing the best girl in my life.

The synesthesia has worn off I'm left with an undying cough my heart is
gone. It left along with the paper airplanes of my dreams and it seems so unreal.
To feel that you're no longer mine I may seem fine but I'm long gone to see the last dawn with you.