Ache!

In the morning my steps were heavy.
I knew I would never see you,
And it made my soul beg and cry.
I am now unable to settle down and be steady,
Because you were the one who had space in my heart.
When you left,
I wasn't ready.

You left me drowning,
In the shattered pieces of what is still left.
I am so tired of holding,
The endless nights I have been trough;
Without you just crying.
I would give you anything,
If you just returned and changed this.
I know you have the keys;
To fix me.
I would let you have everything,
Because all I have has always been yours.

Let me fall on my knees on the ground,
And beg for you to come back.
Hurt me,
Bash,
Burn me with your hands,
Let my soul become ash!

Because you are the water that keeps away the fire.
Without you I am lost,
No longer entire,
Just a shadow of something that used to be a person.

Please come back,
Let me once again rest on your arm.
Wipe away all those tears and help me to forget the harm,
Done to my shattered soul.
And then,
You are free to go and let me disappear peacefully.
Like a flower that did not bloom,
I will fall on the ground and turn into nothing.
But without you I will just burn painfully.
For one last touch I'd give anything.

-But instead you left me dying with this ache.-