I Wish

I just wish someone would take
a fucking knife and stab me
over and over and over
so that maybe, just maybe
I'd be able to feel something.

The bruises have covered my body
Every day for a year
but you're little miss "perfect"
and no one gives a shit about me

I wish someone would take
a fucking gun and put it to my head
put a bullet through me,
because maybe i'm better off dead

you tell me i'm worthless
you tell me i'm lying
"I have pride" you say
when i'm at my lowest
and crying.

sissy you don't see,
that my scars are caused by
you not me.
but you don't care

you never cared
and you never will