When You Feel Troubled

People say at times when you feel troubled
When what you love is gone
People say to look within you for the strength to carry on
Even though the pain may feel like its gone
Karma ill hit back so you better stay strong
Now what happens when the only ones you love are now gone
and when you try to do right your actions make you do wrong
what happens when your hearts been shattered and ripped to pieces making it feel like you don't belong
Now you sit alone picking up the pieces
A little boy betrayed since birth
not having a care in the world
not knowing what its worth
you sit back and consider it to be a curse
so you try so hard to rewrite the verse
at first you become mute
you got no more words to bear a dispute
you start to view what i view
and not having a clue you start a faze
don't do what i do and become trapped in a self made cage
of only hate that sucks your youth through rage
all i wanted was to hear the truth
but the truth was too much for you
words just packed with lies
the people you love turned around to despise
when your struggling to keep it inside
the pain that we all hate but try to deny
telling everyone that's everything okay
but your battling to make it through each day
in this world of confusion
the good life only seems like an illusion
so ill make it clear
all the pain drops in a form of a tear
and when i look it the mirror i know who i truly fear.
♠ ♠ ♠
First thing i ever wrote