Relapse

Eight months done
I thought it was over
Then shit hit the fan.

Losing focus
Losing sight
Losing everything
I can't find my light.

Struggling to tell you that something's wrong
You won't fucking listen to me anymore
Serves me right for needing so much help.

All you had to do was tell me you didn't want me.
All you had to do was say I wasn't good enough.
You didn't have to pretend for so fucking long.

Here's the noose
Here's my neck
Together in unholy matrimony
'Till the cops find my body shall they part.