To Fall

To Fall
To fall is to know and to know is to cry
To cry is wonder and to wonder is to die
I know a secret do you know the past
I know a secret that surely won’t last
Ive taken the pill that surely aint real
If so vague why can’t I feel
I am alone and angry at the man
I had a miracle a life full of plans
But he took my life away with his evil undone
He promised me a life a life full of fun
He said take me and Ill make you strong
But I wasn’t a miracle I was just wrong
As I sit alone now in a room so black
I wonder if love itself will hack
Hack my walls and sodem my start
I thought the drugs would help
But im falling apart
I have no friends
No life inside
I am a different person
A person that hides
The light I fear for it hurts my plan
The pill I took is where it all began
If I fight and go away..
Maybe I’ll be cured and pain wont have a say