Tell Me Lies

Tell me lies
Because i cant handle the truth.
So tell me why
I keep giving an excuse.
In how i try
To take in the truth.
Otherwise ill be telling you.
That i wont try
This pain i refuse
So i sit back and wonder why
The facts in my mind
Can make me do what i do
Can hurt till im crying
But thats the truth
I never been fine
Buts heres the proof
My minds a design
But the art is now dying
but i choose to keep on trying
To believe in faith
But i hold it all in
Look where im at and see where ive been
Im still here trying to deny all my sins
I aint giving up till i win
Till my last breath, never considering death
And the pain in my chest
Till it puts me to rest
And thoughts on my mind of being depressed
This wasnt no test, This wasnt no dream
As hard as it seems
This is my life my quest
Give it my all, nothing less
Putting the blade to your rist but why not the chest?
My heart wont fade it wont be put to rest
I cant give up i cant be pressed
Must think of success, yes
The devil cant possess me
To feel this depressed
Got to hold myself together
whether i like it or not
Till my last tear drop
This is all that i got
Master mind my next plot
Till i turn to dust and rot
So tell me lies
Because i cant handle the truth
I wouldnt be able to take it
I might not be able to make it
I wonder why??
Now lets see what you will do....
Blaming me for your next mistake
Dont give me an excuse
This world knows your fake
Your just here to keep us amused
The pain that you take
Thats what you choose
And now im telling you
I refuse to let you put me to tears and break