The Beginning of the End

It was the beginning of the end
The phone call that I always dread
It didn't seem real
Nothing seemed real at all

I woke up the next morning
And reality set in
The truth hurt
And so did the things I would have to face

Happiness taken away from me
No more "little things" to make me smile
And I began to lose my sense of self-worth
Who was I without him, without us?
I just didn't know anymore
He knew me better than I knew myself

None of it made sense
The amazing weekend,
The kind words,
The sweet things once said,
The abrupt breakup,
And the phone call I would always dread

It was the beginning of the end
I couldn't quite grasp it myself
He seemed to have it all together,
like nothing could go wrong
Meanwhile,
I'm starting to feel like anything could go wrong now.