Being Good

Me?
Be good?
I've been good for oh so long.
And nothing is getting better
Simply worse.
Life didn't hurt as bad
When i had a few extra pills
Or a few more scars.
Life was manageable
But now look where i stand?
Oh it's hurting so much worse.
And what am i suppose to do?
Stay and be good
as you say?
When will you learn,
Being good doesn't help me
It only makes me worse..