#69 Easier

The first time you fall it hurts so much after. You'd think it's ok to be followed by the laughter. After the second time it hurts like the first lie. Then comes the third who hurts you with every word. It gets easier as you progress. It gets easier like you're taking a test. It becomes harder if you hold on too long, it gets harder when the love you once felt has become so strong then it turns against you. It's easy to sustain a heart but not so easy to maintain how hard the impact was. Now look at all that we've become. It's never easy to let go it's easier to hold on. It'll hurt less to just let go and try your hardest to be strong. Be careful what you say, one wrong word and my heart breaks. I knew that wasn't the real you, that we were too good to be true. Why on earth would you say "I love you" when you didn't mean it? You hurt me far worse than anyone else. You betrayed me ;and for what? Your own pathway to hell. I know it won't get easier to let go of this one but I have to try and say goodbye.