Monster in Disguise

I can't move,
I look in your eyes and I'm paralyze,
I'm lost in time.
I realize your a monster in disguise.
Someone like you can't live in my life,
Unless I died but I feel alive,
Unless its all a lie.
I want to be paralyze all the time in your eyes.
Your my beautiful monster in disguise.
You can destroy my life just keep me alive,
I don't care off its a lie,
I need you close to me for me to survive.
I realize I'm hollow inside,
That's why you make me feel alive,
Maybe I've really died and I'm too paralyze to realize.
You were a thought in the back of my mind that came to life to save me of this life,
But you destroying me from the inside even if I feel alive.
I need you out of my life if I want to survive,
This needs to be goodbye,
I got to lock you up in the back of my mind to stay alive.
Goodbye! My beautiful monster in disguise,
I can't have you in my life or we'll both die.