I'll Be Waiting

I wanted to know the faults
the ones that made you see

That I wasn't who I seemed,
rather damaged,
wasn't meant to be?

With a soul that leans over the edge
while trying to find the voice to mourn

However the steel did the job,
I love you so simply,
cut off the guilt
so lovingly- maybe even more?

So loving despite that heart,
wasn't so faithful,
no personal remorse!
Guilt they say!
Give me a reason more concise

Pardon your role
all the sadness, anger, insecruites, insults,and “meanings” that you threw at me
I forgive you! I never complained!
Just tell me, what did I ever do wrong?!

I'll be waiting
please wait for me