Forbidden Day

I will never wake up in the morning,
Thinking that in my mind we are now over, apart.
I am never done with this endless mourning,
You left me just bits and pieces that stay in my heart.
You swore and promised, your voice so soft and sweet,
"I would never hurt you, dear",
Instead you left me alone, crying.
How did we end up this way right here?
You touched my hand with yours,
And your perfect hesitant lips let out that chorus.
Whose hand that strong hand now holds?
There will never be a day without this pain,
Killing me in the inside,
Tearing me apart and washing away.
I think fondly of those days before us,
Before you took a chain and wrapped it around my heart.
You found a way to lock me,
Took the keys and left me just the shame.
There will never be a sunrise like the one with you,
I never watch the sun rise anymore after making it trough,
The endless nights filled with pictures of you.
You made my past feel empty,
Poisoned the sweet memories of my childhood.
The time with you I remember fondly,
But not the time after.
You haunt my dreams and memories,
Who knows, the future too.
I want to see a clear morning,
The grass is innocent green and the sky is hesitant blue.
And when a day like that comes,
I know I made it trough.
There will be no more summers,
Those flowers cannot blossom.
You took the least bit of everything,
My eyes no longer see colours.
In a forbidden day I will be free,
Free from you.