Mental Games

This is my guard and no you cant come through
so you can judge me maybe try some mental abuse
you got another thing coming because this time i refuse
but now that you tried with sick little lies
played this game once before yeah i tried
This little game you pulled which is what you do
but you never thought i would be able to turn it back on you
Wishing upon myself hoping i just would die
twisted it around in my mind so i'm being accused
to feel so selfish and cold what did you do?
you didn't realize you messed with the wrong mind set
thought you could caught me off track?
you never thought i had made a plan for an attack
you think i would just let you take it all
i told you it will be a mistake
i'm a lie says the one who's fake
hide your emotions do whatever it takes
love me or hate this isn't a debate
cant get to me you don't rate try someone else instead
whats with the confused face?
oh wait you really thought you had me tangled on your web
so you sit down and the tear drops hitting the ground
its too late now your in my nightmare and you can't wake
iv'e been lied too iv'e been betrayed so go ahead and hate
it wont faze me my life's going towards my fate
got my life together and only looking forward
you can stand by me and fight or stay behind me and run
because i'm tired of blaming myself screaming what have i done
like standing in the desert heat staring at the sun
just starting to roam looking at the stars and i realize im not too far
looking for my way home