I Wonder...

Sometimes,
I wonder what it would be like.
To not have to strive to fit in.
To not look in the mirror and hate what you see.
I wonder what it would be like,
If days weren't so long, but yet too fast.
What it's like to be loved in return.
I wonder what it would be like
To just get away, and have fun.
What it would be like to not be numb.
I wonder what it would be like,
To smile, to laugh, and to just be happy.