Blood Runs in My Eyes

Each time I fall, every time I wish to quit
For the moments that blood runs with out stop
My eyes' blurred in red, the fight is the only thing left
The fire burns in me
The Rage fuels what is left
I'm not dead yet, I am still here to take that breath

My Body is wrecked with pain on all sides
And no one is on my side
Only memories remain of a time of peace, a time of life
Now only death can be seen, I wish to lay on the beach once more
To hear the waves crash, to be swept up in the wind
My eyes' close one last time

The reaper is coming for me, the last seconds are coming to an end
My heart as stopped, my blood runs cold on the ground
Then I fell my eyes' open once again
Seeing red as the flame that is slowly fighting to live
My pulse is slight, the pain is grand
But I will Overcome

Fuck death, Fuck giving in, Fuck all that wants to stop me
I am still here
I still have fight left
No one can ever take that from me
I stand in defiance of them, I stand in defiance of you
You who saw dead man, You who wrote me off with out a chance
I stand on my own strength, my own will

I was dead once, I bled out
I gave it all that I had to stand with you
And be like you
I cut my self to fit your mold
I broke off the imperfection that made me to look like you
Now I try to find those peaces that was once me

Before I became a monster of society
Back to a time I could see with out looking at blood
You are not what made me, society of bloody messes is what you live in
I am myself, And no one else.