and we're just waiting

and we're just waiting for the right moments
for the words to just escape our lips.
and for the answers all to be the right ones.
but life is just a game of waiting.
and the words can escape and go unheard.
and people can give all the wrong answers.
but you can still love,
and with every mistake you learn all over again.
and learn how to rebuild the best you can.
in the end
we're all just playing along,
all trying to do what hurts the least.
and if letting go of them,
makes life harder to bare
then who am i to read into feelings, that weren't really there.
so im sorry i asked.
and im sorry you answered
and you can tell me not to be,
but at the end of the line.
im still sorry
for asking something i shouldn't have.
and getting lost in a place i knew nothing of.
and if writting this gets me in trouble,
and if this has made you second guess yourself.
and if this is not whats meant to be
then im sorry all over
for getting my wires crossed
and mixing emotions up.
and we say goodbye
and we can just stop trying
and we can stop trying to find
everything we've been hiding
but not just yet
im not ready to give up
i said i wont ask again,
but all i say
is good luck.