Fire

So now i sit alone watching the sky pass me by
different world, different stars
imagine her sitting by my side looking over the ocean's tide
But i look at her and why does she seems so far
As i try to grab her no matter how hard i try
I feel too weak and way to tired
this pain of being alone its like burning in a fire.

So i lay back its already past noon
why cant i ever find her?
its like the sun looking for the moon
She say ill see her soon but my world is crashing down like a typhoon
babe it feels like my times running out these shadows are about
my guilt is attacking me through a platoon
and my hopes and dreams seem like more of a doubt
my tears and pain seem more like a shout
i tried taking a new route but i cant seem to find my way out
i keep seeing you everywhere i go like a flash
so i started to open my eyes to this reality
i ask myself what if i died in that crash
i don't know whats up with my mentality
waiting to fall from the sky waiting for the splash
you were on my mind the whole time till the clash
and as the chopper burn never realized how beautiful a fire can be
then i realized something that just hit me
it made perfect sense like a lesson ive just learned
that even the most beautiful thing i can see and feel and touch can burn
can hurt and leave scars can sit by your side and look upon stars
can push you over the line or pull you back just in time
i looked upon the fire and it was no different then a liar
tell me about the beauty till i get too close to the fire
then i get marked and scarred which got me inspired
to sit back and light this match and watch the world catch on fire
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i think im going to quit writing i just cant do it like i used to..this is my last one