To Just Let It All Go

I wonder what it's like
To lean right off the edge
To let it get to you
To know it will all end

I dream of how it feels
To worry never more
To let it all just slip away
To close that final door

I wonder who would care
If I just let go
Of everything that's holding me
To this place in thin air

I hope one or two would notice
That something there once stood
That a soul went through that pain
Only wishing it could do some good

But alas the end is near
And soon I will let go
But only then will I know who cared
And all that is left now but fear