love me more than i can myself

i look at the face i still love, oh how u acted.
when i couldn't see you made things clear.
you loved me more that i could love myself.
i still have feelings for you.
i tried to push them away and just tell everyone i didn't like you
, but its still there. My heart still flutters when you look at me.
i am stupid and selfish yes i know
but when i was secretly drowning you loved me more than i could love myself
im not saying the word love like literal L.O.V.E
but you loved me more than i could live myself,
i love you.