Worth Leaving

Unattainable you say?
I think not.
Act like everything's okay.
Maybe you forgot?
The lies you told me,
heart you broke.
These scars are old, please.
What a joke.
I was there to see,
I cleaned the blood.
You tried to love me?
Didn't try hard enough.
I gave you everything,
just to watch it burn.
And I'd give anything,
to be loved in return.
But like I said, I gave it all.
I now have nothing left.
With the burning, came the fall.
Love struck, blind, and def.
I sit here now, writing my feelings,
hoping you still care.
Those hopes shot through the ceiling,
cause I know you're not there.
Well now talk to her,
is she like me?
Kiss you in a moment of spur?
Hug you tight till you can't breathe?
I know you liked that affection,
my kind of love, the burning desire type.
Does she show that kind of connection?
Make your heart take flight?
I know I'll "never understand",
I'm just a niave human being.
But I truely hope that in lifes plan,
you find something that was worth leaving...