Can You Hear Me? Slowly Wasting?

My past is so real,
I hate how I feel.
I wanna get better,
But I end up bitter.

Please help me from drowning,
I am screaming so much,
My head is banging and pounding,
You it hurts your touch.

Please help me and my heart,
I am being torn slowly apart.
I need you to please help,
Don't you hear my yelps?

I need you to help me,
and get me better please.
Help me get free,
Because no one else sees!

You can get me home,
You are all i've known.
My mind is so beaten,
Help before I weaken.

I am begging of you,
know this is true!Get me to safety.