Damn It All

I should mention
I fall in love to fast
And my happiness
Never seems to last
But somehow honey
You seem to have changed that
With your smile
I should tell you
I hurt myself in ways
That you could never
Even fathom for days
I'm working on it
Atleasts that's what I say
But it's gonna take some time

Damn it all
Damn it all
I think I'm crazy
Damn it all
Damn it all
I think I might cry
Damn it all
Damn it all
Don't call me lazy
I just want
I just want
To ask the world why

Why do I love to fast
Why do I hurt so bad
Why does my heart seem to sing
When you're near
Why do I love myself
And then I hate myself
Why can't anyone make this clear
Why do I fall in love
Why don't I hate enough
It seems so sad to see
And still I don't know why
I still don't know
Why can't no one find
Love for me

I should mention
That spiders make me cry
I start to panic
When they crawl by my side
I would hate it
If you didn't know why
I burst into tears
I should tell you
That I'm bisexual
And that love for me
Is not just sexual
It's so much more
Then I can ever tell all
It's what makes me me

Damn it all
Damn it all
You think I'm crazy
Damn it all
Damn it all
You think I might cry
Damn it all
Damn it all
No I'm not lazy
I just want
I just want
To ask the world why

Why do I love to fast
Why do I hurt so bad
Why does my heart seem to sing
When you're near
Why do I love myself
And then I hate myself
Why can't anyone make this clear
Why do I fall in love
Why don't I hate enough
It seems so sad to see
And still I don't know why
I still don't know
Why can't no one find
Love for me

Maybe
It's not meant to be
Maybe
That's what I tell myself
Maybe
I just want to dream
But I wish
It's beside someone else
Maybe
I need to work on me
Maybe
I'm just a lost cause
Maybe
I'm drifting out at sea
And sadly
I've drifted way to far

Damn it all
Damn it all
They think I'm crazy
Damn it all
Damn it all
I'm about to cry
Damn it all
Damn it all
My minds kinda hazy
But I just want
I just want
To ask the world why

Why do I love to fast
Why do I hurt so bad
Why does my heart seem to sing
When you're near
Why do I love myself
And then I hate myself
Why can't anyone make this clear
Why do I fall in love
Why don't I hate enough
It seems so sad to see
And still I don't know why
I still don't know
Why can't no one find
I don't know
That one of a kind
I don't know
Love for me