Despite My Hate

A noose around my neck,
weight off my shoulders.
Like a feather floating,
Falling without a sound.
Broken with a crack,
Split down my mind.

More than love,
Better than winter days.
Cold and bitter,
Without a thought.

Don't look away,
smile at the numbness.
Grief stricken smile,
Hurt with curiosity.

Poisoned heart,
Beaten with love.
Weak at the knees,
Lost track of life.
Dry to the bone,
Burnt to the veins.
This is a story,
Of a non mutual love.

Slipped away,
Lights dimmed to darkness.
Spread like a plague,
Just a little closer.
To a dark abyss.

Take me to heaven,
Hell at my finger tips.
A kiss of sin,
Blood tasting words.

Leaking from the eyes,
What an odd thing.
Dispute my hate,
I want a soft touch.
Like a feather,
Caressing your face.
Inching closer to silence,
With such a forceful pull.

Forgive me, my love,
The silence has fell.
Love was just a trap,
Despite all of my hate.