Lost

Why listen to you? Can you promise me you've never lied? No, no, no! I listen because I have no choice. How can I get you to see, that you have no power over me. And still after all these years of loyalty. You abandon me. I am here alone in a tunnel, without a light. I am wandering aimlessly, lost, alone, and cold. Why stay when I know death will come. he always comes. He helps those in need. He greets them like a friend. I wish I knew him. But I do not. And although I cannot change my fate I can meet it. Will I? Can I? What do I have to lose? I can lose the ones I love. But where is the tipping point and where am I?