Shut Out the World

Can I just shut out the world?
I don't want to be apart of it anymore.
Tears flood my room,
empty promises fill my ears,
the pain fills my throat with broken words.
If I shut everyone out then I can't be hurt.
Nobody will be able to make me care anymore.
I get hurt becasue I get attached,
I forget that I am always replaced.
I guess I am not special enough to be kept around.
I don't need people becasue they don't need me.
I can't be ignored if I ignore them first