Pushing For

I'm pushing myself to the big picture..
The ending result..
the time where I will be walking with the sand in my toes
and the beach my friend all year round.

I'm pushing for happiness
power
joy
shouting and little pitter patters on the my wood floors
and laughter of children to always keep the home busy and pure.
I'm pushing for a lover
a friend
someone I can come home to and pull close to me
kiss softly as I say good morning and good night.

I'm pushing for the American Dream
and the dream of an unrealistic dreamer
twinkles of hope in my eyes
and knowledge to make it come true..

I'm pushing for me

for love

for hope

for happiness

and I hope someday that will come true..

California and all.