04/14/13

There were days I just wanted to die
Those days I felt frozen inside
Like the world around me just collapsed
And what I did those days I can't take back
Years have passed and things have changed
But how I felt in the old days still remains
I put on a face that shows I'm happy
But I still feel like shit especially lately
I have been cheated on and have been told I wasn't good enough
I have yet to find a person who says they love me so much
So I sit here writing about how I feel
Because everyone who sees me thinks my smiles are real.