The Sea

you are the best thing
and the worst thing
that has ever happened to me

you are my thoughts in the middle of the night
you are the tears that roll down my face
you are the sickness in my stomach

i cannot be loved
i cannot be found
i cannot move on

you are the sad songs
you are the happy songs
you consume what i am

i feel sick
i feel drugged
i feel nothing

you are the waves that pull me in
you are the anchor that weighs me down
you are the sea that drowns me

and
i
can't
get
out

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