Stars

I look up at the stars.
When I look up all I see is
You
You promised me the
Constellations would finally be
Revealed.
All I see is your smiling face promising me a
Fading dream
A dream that is fading
Fading like the image of you in my head
Your voice in my ear
Your arms wrapped around me tightly
Making sure I wouldn't come undone.
I'm missing the advice you'd always give,
With a pleasant smile and a encouraging punch
I'm missing you're brotherly harassment;
Making sure I was keeping up with my
Look;
My image.
My image is cracked,
My look is depressed.
I'm not the same person you watched out for.
I'm not the same kid you teased
I'm not the same because of you.
You were my light,
You helped me fight the demons in life...

Who will help me through the black hole now?