Play

I need to just fucking stop.
Before it comes crashing from the top,
All down, on top of myself.
As if I'm not already smothered in bad health.

I should know better than this.
When exactly I'm being toyed with.
Like someone as pretty would be into me.
I'm only being fucked with, can't I see?

I'm being played at my own damn game.
Oh this bittersweet trickery; what a shame.
That's it; I'm calling her quits; I'm done.
She conquered me at my own game; she won.