The Thimble

I saw you.
I fell.

I met you.
I drowned.

I hugged you.
I flew.

You kissed me.
I soared.

Time passed. Feelings developed. Things changed.

No matter how much my heart hurts
when I hear another's name on your lips
I still love you. I always have.

I will lose you.
I will fall from the highest point.

I will be lost without you.
The fall will kill me.

I will be hurt and confused.
I will cry. I will ache. I will want it all to end.
I won't be able to sleep at night.
I won't be able to wear the thimble on my neck for many nights.

The thimble that embodies the love that I have for you.
Wendy loved Peter so much the first time she saw him, she was going to give him her hidden kiss.
I wanted the same for you. My thimble is my kiss for you.

So when I fall, because I will. I will remind myself everyday, "Think happy thoughts."