Reminding Myself, Pain Is Only Temporary

My healed wrists, oh how they yearn
For the bittersweet kiss of a new burn.
How the gleam of a knife has me enticed,
Longing for a sharptongued lick, a new slice.
This release reminds me,
Pain is only temporary...
Just a little more, keep going...
Now my blood is flowing...
Feeling lightheaded, I told you so.
Drifting away, the pain is ended as I go...