Tired

I think that I'm just
Tired of being lonely
Tired of seeing relationships
Bloom in front of me
Because of me
Mistakes or otherwise
I think that I'm just
Tired of waiting
For something I'm afraid
Will never exist for me
For something I know
Will never hold me like
It holds my friends

I think that I'm just
Tired of all of the
Disappointment that
Waiting leaves me with