She Has Learned

She has learned very well
To hide her emotions in her shell
Yes she's bullied
Of course no one's worried
Her feelings hidden inside
Wrapped around the thought of suicide
She's not like the others, she doesn't count sheep
Instead, each night, she cries herself to sleep
She has tried so very long
To fake smile and be strong
She's had ups, she's had downs
Her head constantly spinning, round and round
Yes she get abused
Yeah she's been used
She tells no one, but her pillow
It fills with tears oh so slow
She has learned not to trust
For she feels her heart may bust
Yes she does fake her smile
Hiding the tears once in a while
She's even been hurt by her friends
Just more pain is what it sends
She stopped talking to family and friends
To everyone it looks like the end
She starts to wish that she was dead
Only negative thoughts in her head
The world would be a better place
If only it hadn't seen her face