Message to Myself

You're twisted, you're broken, you're burned.
You're dying from the pain.
You try to forget what you've heard..
You pretend that it's still the same.

You lie to yourself in the mirror.
You tell your reflection you're fine.
But you know that the time's getting nearer,
and no, nothing can change your mind.

Your smile is just an actors mask.
Your laugh is a recorded, played back track.
You lie and say "I'm fine" when they ask.
You lie to yourself and say you'll never want her back.

You say she won't trip you, You say you won't fall.
You tell the world that you'll pull through.
You'll say just shake it off, and stand up tall.
Yet you know that's something you cannot do.

Because when the tables turn back around,
When the final resaults come crashing in.
You'll find yourself on your knees on the ground..
And jump head first and do it again.