Leaving Silently

The few people who still interact with me treat me like shit
The more I try to be happy, the more depressed that I get

I'd ask the whole world, just this once, for a little help
But that would be acting as if someone cared about this little whelp

I've stopped 4 people from suicide, more from self-harm
Yet nobody is going to attempt to stop me, no sounding the alarm

The one who cares for everyone is the one who is remembered the least
at least it makes it easy to slip to deceased

I've been drowning for many years, but I've finally stopped screaming
Because an worry from outside doesn't happen even while dreaming

So this is it, goodbye, I won't close the door violently
I'll die how I live and feel, I'll be leaving silently