To Die Happy

Im at the woods
Everything is a bright green
Everything is alive
Its almost like you can hear the trees talking
Im walking the dirt path
Hard under my feet
But soon i go off the path
Into the trees
I get to the tree im looking for
This is the only place im happy anymore
Thats why im here now
I clutch a piece of paper in my hand
Take the blade in my hand
I push down hard
Drag it down the length of my forearm
My crimson blood pours out
My thoughts seem to slow
I get dizzy
Grabbing the rough bark of the tree i steady myself
Slowly slide down to the ground
Lean against the tree
Thats where they found me
By the tree
My skin a ghostly pale
Im my hand i clutched a note
'This is the only place i was happy,
I wanted to die happy'