Lonely

Was it something I said?
Was it something I did?
To make it all come crumbling down on me
I haven't got a clue
So what should I do?
When all I feel is broken
Abandoned, cast aside like I'm nothing
I can't run or hide from these feelings
I've been fighting the urge to surrender
To give in and die
But everything seems hopeless
I'm not mad or upset anymore
I don't have the energy to fight like I use too.
Abandoned, cast aside, broken.
Just sitting here and hoping,
Hoping someone will pick me up and fix me.
Sitting here and waiting,
Waiting for you to bring the colour back to my world
Please come back.
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this because lately all I've been feeling is excluded and lonely. At the exact time I wrote this my boyfriend was away sick from school and I was alone for almost all my classes and at my lunch and interval. So I was pretty down :(