She Was...Was...Was...Wasn't...

I live in a cave of immortal pain,
left behind by the acidity of love's stains.
I can't reach light...I don't want to...
but I do, I want the rain...

I want to bask in the beauty,
I want someone to love me,
I want it to come down,
NO MORE HIDING, I'M FREE!

Rhyming and words are useless
when real life disproves it,
words are fake, life is real,
but sometimes words are all you have...

Beauty, beauty, so intense,
but there it was and there it went,
gone forever, it sailed away,
leaving me groveling in tears for it to come back...

I will swim.

I will drown.

Love's like a sin...

It really brings you down.

I picked a rose and cut my thumb,
I held it up against the sun.
It's opaque, translucent...

It was stolen from me.

But I had it first.

Now I appear to be free.

But boy does it hurt.