All So Clear

i bet you don't remember when i called you and sang “You are my sunshine”

and i bet you don't know that i meant every word in that song

but you were my sunshine through all the darkness in my life

and now that you’re gone i'm feeling that darkness again

i wish you would just come back and brighten my day and my smile like you did once before

everything that we shared within those short three months

i still remember all so clearly

i know it was only just a game to you

but for me you meant everything

you were my everything

i also put more into things than you ever did

and that is why we didn't work

i was in for love and acceptance

and you were in for the sex

i see it all so clearly now that you're gone

i see all the lies, all of the truth,

and all the innocence that you drained from my body

maybe one day it will be as clear as it was for me

that for a moment i loved you with every fiber in my body

and maybe you will realize you will never get my kind of love back

and i hope you see it so damn clearly