I Have Lost All Words

I must admit Depression sucks.
Being young and getting depressed is horrible.
when you think you have your whole life ahead of you.
something stops you and hold you back.
like a hostage on your on will.
I just hate how it ruins you completely in a matter on moths.
no one can save you. except yourself .
I hate the feeling of knowing i'm capable of doing good in life.
but i cant help but to doubt myself.
I just want things to be a tad better.
but i just cant seem to do things well for myself.