Opposite Ways

i fucked a guy last night
who drives on the opposite side of the road.
guess he does everything the opposite way
since he got to know my body before who i was.

i ignore all your call because i'm not special.
guess when you said the words "i love you,"
i thought they were exclusive.

i'm glad i'm not like my friends,
constantly crying over heartbreaks.
i don't know how to love
or get close enough to trick myself into thinking i do.

i've had enough of meeting new people,
just want to see the same faces and be content.
but everyone and everything i know sickens me.