reality

Why are my eyes so clouded? Clouded from reality. there are people dying and here I am worried about a meaningless life. what is one more to lose. I am wandering. I am marching. But where to? I don't know. What is my reality? Is it the one driving me crazy with the suffering of my friends? or is that still only me lost in my cube. unable to get out. I'm stuck inside the square lost in my body. I am missing.