A Haiku for Every Time I've Hated You

i.
i hated you when
you seemed to decide that i
was not good enough

ii.
i hated you more
when you started to ignore
me because it hurt

iii.
i hated you as
i painted my skin with scars
and you didn’t see

iv.
i hated you when
i made the effort and you
acted like you cared

v.
i hated you as
i watched you go back again
to your other friends

vi.
and then again when
you repeated the same trick
ignore, remember

vii.
and when i gave up
i hated you then because
we’ll rinse and repeat