White Walls and White Floors

Never in my life did I expect anything like this to happen to me.
I lay in my hospital bed
The smell of antiseptic fills my mind
A constant reminder of everything I hate.
The clean scent reminds me of white walls and white floors
Blank and Empty like a fresh piece of paper,
Yet to be bent and tattered by the world.
I am now a piece of paper ripped to shreds by socioty.

I clench my fists as I recall the night before.
The voices pounding in my mind, trying to break free
Pills slide down my throat
As if they're at a playground
Soon all colors begin to collide together
Everything begins to feel numb and cold
Like frostbitten fingers in Winter

I wake up
The florescent light shine like the sun
The doctor's words echo through the empty room.
They echo through the room with white walls and white floors.
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This is not literally me, but my mind travels to dark places a lot.