How Do I Know?

When all of them are out,
I stay here and think of you,
I should be doing more important things
but here i am
thinking of you..

Why does it have to be so hard,
It hurts so much
Is it so wrong to love someone?
They told me love is a good thing
but why is it when it comes to us
it is never really possible?
How do i know if you love me?
How do i know if you think of me?
How do i know if you miss me/?

Im afraid, so afraid
Im afraid of losing you,
when,
I never really had you.